Agoraphobia

Nail my shadow to a wall
I snagged my knees crawling to your call
My bloody prints end at the front door
Let me out to be free once more

Load up your weapons
This is a declaration of war
I'm skipping on today's tonic
Cause I want to meet the world once more

Been in my chamber for way too long
I can't remember where my taste for self destruction came from

I'm Laughing through these tears  
Because I lost my faith when I was fully awake
For will I escape from here
Into another time, into another place

I just draw the curtains
And crawl inside my bed
Because psychotropic medication
is fucking with my head
I'm a prisoner in my home again

The sunshine is too bright
And all your smiles are too sly
And I push away all my friends
Because I'm a prisoner in my home again

I miss the grass that's so green shades of sky so cool
I miss the winds moody temper thunder clouds and the rain fall

Let me out and under go heavens freedom
Untie me from all these restraints
Unmask all of my pain
Let me go and I'll promise I will stay