Much less myself

Sorry folks,
I don’t mean to bug thee,
with another sappy poem about how
happy love be,
I told you before
I don’t hide my ugly
but Imma make it clear
and simple
my loves mean,
I say nasty things,
think unhappy thoughts,
sold you hooks full of lies,
and if you bit you bought,
so know the shit I talk,
leaves my heart full of cavities,
cause the words are sweet
to hide the bitterness I have in me,
so excuse me if you thought
that I held you special,
cause if that’s what you’re looking for
go find that other fellow
because he’ll tell you
the same shit
and might mean it,
but most people full of shit
up to their eyes and can’t see it
But this is all of me
fuck apologies
I still got your back
and you still have my wallowing
and this goes out to all of you,
I share my wealth,
never learned to love anyone,
much less myself.