Pain and that Hurt

(verse)
Ride or die yet in the end still asking why,
afraid to cry but don't wanna let life push you aside,
just cause your older doesn't mean you've moved on
never forge that pain an that hurt
feeling lost and confused, turn it off who woulda ever knew,
still trying to deal with it,
gotta find your words, your feeling so good then you feeling so hurt
still got a messiah that cares, now who woulda ever knew,
you gotta deal with it, don't know why you float
growing up hearing that its not gonna be enough
not really wanting ta talk about it but your trying to do it right.
knowing you gotta own it, cant put it off,

(chorus)
yea,
never forge that pain an that hurt
feeling lost and confused, turn it off who woulda ever knew
still trying to deal with it
gotta find your words, your feeling so good then you feeling so hurt,
still got a messiah that cares, now who woulda ever knew,
you gotta deal with it, don't know why you float
growing up hearing that its not gonna be enough


(verse)
just hoping someones gonna be there to catch you when you fall
but now your growing older, thinking maybe its time you sober up,
looking out for wolves but acting like a sheep,
you  have a choice, you gotta know it that you own it,
got unsolved issues so you do it again
feeling so good then feeling so hurt
thinking you ain't got a choice now that ain't true,
you live by what you want not by what you need,
now look that gets hard like why should I live by this Gods standard
you been so deep in pain you feel like you can taste it
I've been there I've lived there but through him I was able to come back

(chorus)
yea,
never forge that pain an that hurt
feeling lost and confused, turn it off who woulda ever knew
still trying to deal with it
gotta find your words, your feeling so good then you feeling so hurt,
still got a messiah that cares, now who woulda ever knew,
you gotta deal with it, don't know why you float
growing up hearing that its not gonna be enough


(verse)
all these things like vapers the high fades away your world goes back to gray,
saying you gotta stay up on that grind boy
so you staying in keeping it around the clock,
knowing it hurts now that's why you always staying busy working tell you cant see the light,
you get high by night work by day this addiction got you on lock down all day


(chorus repeat 3 times and fade out song)
yea,
never forge that pain an that hurt
feeling lost and confused, turn it off who woulda ever knew
still trying to deal with it
gotta find your words, your feeling so good then you feeling so hurt,
still got a messiah that cares, now who woulda ever knew,
you gotta deal with it, don't know why you float
growing up hearing that its not gonna be enough