i hate myself

Today I'm broken trying not to cut
No one cares no one gives a fuck
I hold a razor blade to my wrist
Hot tears streaming down my face
My mind sings for me just to give up
I press harder not yet cutting
I'm starting to realize that I'm just fucked up
I'll never get better will I?
It's just one thing after another
I don't know if I can take much more
I drop the blade on the floor letting myself go down with it
I just sit crying now I'm feeling like dying
I'm broken and crying but I kept from cutting
I'm a wreck I hate my body so much I want die
So guess I just am unfixable
Well now that hurts