Chew me up, then spit me out...

Why do you have such a hold of me?
Why are you making me feel?
You haven't contacted me.
Yet I still adore you.
Boy you have a grip on me that's for sure
You may be older but you're acting immature
You said you care about me, that you want me to feel special
Your doing a great job
I texted you first, I felt like a bother
You acted like you didn't care

Its hurting my heart, and the confedince I'm trying to build
How can you make me stress so much
I thought you cared
You chewed me up and spit me out
You don't know how much you're hurting me
If you don't want me tell me so I can move on
Don't just toss me around and run to me when you need me
I can't take it
I'm too young
I hate myself for letting you in
Now I know
Now I know not to trust anyone no matter how convincing they are
You showed me no matter how much someone butters you up doesn't mean that they actually give a fuck about you
Please just be real with me and let me go
I can't do this anymore