Gone

     This morning I woke up and you were gone…
No, that's wrong
     this morning I woke up and you were never there
      felt like I was missing something from my soul even though I couldn’t wrap my mind around what wasn't clear
tried racking my brain for memories
we never shared
but neither pain nor pleasure came
nor torrential rain
Not one shed tear
       And usually i’m a 2 cent seer
    Glue the hues of my views with
 Everclear
but today there's no apparition of you in the mirror
  So forgive me my shame
 for my lack of visceral pain
of not even being unnerved
Was there somebody here?
did there used to be something to see?
I’m sure something is weird, misplaced, disappeared
Is it, is it...