Lost love

I lost your love to another.
Dear god will I ever recover?
You were my first love.
Was that not enough?
You done me wrong,
and slept with another. 
I really liked are song.
Now every time it plays.
You pop into my mind for days..
Why does the thought of you,
make the pain stay?
You said you loved me,
but then you used and abused me.
Then after you  told me what you had done..
You left me to cry alone,
with no one to hold.
That night a little part of me died.
That's the night i lost your love,
but as I think back on it now.
It wasn't love but lust,
the kind that was very unjust.
You didnt desserve the love I gave you..
So im glad now that i lost your love.