My first song for you

Come sit in this room
Take a seat
I saved one just for you
Watch, the story unfolds

Back she came
Promise coated surface
Red lips drenched
Intoxicatingly, her lullaby cries

Day shined its warmth
Bundles of dreams and bounties of heart
Running along this youthful path
So many memories now lie,
nuzzled in the sunset's hearth

Now night blows it's cold
Lonesome thoughts, they carry
Empty hopes, they do wander
A fearful shiver enslaves my heart

I wish not to believe these words
words that break my dreams
words that tumble my towers
so many words beating my soul...
into submission
All to many words speaking truth

And then she left once more
Still believing the fault does not lie in her possession  

Her life, a menu
Me, no longer the chosen meal
For meals do not speak their needs,
do not reveal desires hidden in hearts
Meals only reply with lust
Only think to please

Walking the days, day by day, away
Sad songs to accompany my sorrow-filled tears
and as they leak away
emptiness resides

Do not fret my dear
you will one day fill it

Fill it with
Laughter, mystery, hope, joy,
compassion, desire, dreams, songs,
whispers, cuddles, kisses, love, soul and bliss

All these i do plead
On the day we meet