‘thirty days‘

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one month, every year
you appear
this feeling isnt right
i wish i could stop it, but all i can do is fight
should i?
or do you feel the same least, you could do is lie
youve always been my downfall
another one name calls
i want there to be more
is that too much to ask for?
hold my hand, wipe my tear
hold me when im in fear
love me
give me the key
to your soul
im not in control
for this feeling
plus, im still healing
wrap me in your warmth
pull me north
towards you
give me a few
with you; everything is so damn unclear
thirty days later; you disappear
your nowhere in sight
my head feels light
its nothing but a fright
i wish youd stay
and once again, im begging myself to pull through another day