Split the Skin

 Why am I crying
I did this

I can't stop crying
It's eating at my stomach
My throats closing up
And my skin iches and crawls to the sound of its own
destruction

Lately it doesnt scream as much
"I'm getting better"
I dont feel any better
   Anymore i'm just
Angry

I want to crush my bones alot
    I want them to snap in car doors
Or break my fist into a mirror

I want to break it down so much that i can crawl out

I know i did this to myself
All for a mistake i made in january

Please
  Just stop screaming