Mentally Panicked

I just want to tie you up,
And punch you back and forth,
Then cut the rope, say I'm sorry,
And tell you what you're worth.
You know I love you,
But you don't understand,
I fucking hate you! Go away!
Wait! I didn't mean that, please hold my hand.
You're really sweet,
The way you talk is cute,
Never mind! Shut up!
Before I make you completely mute.
Am I confusing you?
How do you think I feel?
Yes, I think you're perfect,
You just make me angry, but it's not a big deal.
You make me smile often,
But you're a huge frustration,
Even though you're aggravating,
You're a big writing inspiration.