Pre-judged

I been misuse and abuse.

I have a lot to gain, but a bunch to lose.

TIRED of being looked over.

Tired of being looked down.

Looking for my friends, they barely come around.

Had a girl, she DID me wrong

I would have never thought she will be the one to leave me alone.

I been there for the people at the table.

When i need them, they look down on me, saying that I'm just doing me.

The situation: people that did me wrong, they rather hang with somebody else and leave me alone.

One day, i said lets hang out and they made excuses, but when it came to a another individual they was down like a 48 rounds on a cilp.

This is where the judgement come in they don't know what can I do, i told baby girl that i just want to be with you.

Allot of people around me pre-judge what's on the outside, I'm so tired of been judged base on my situation, but that is life.

I been shot to the heart so many times.

Every time i go to bed under the covers i cry.

EVEN the people that i go too look at me up and down.

They rather not pick me, but i don't hang with the crowd.

If people can just open Their eyes THEY will see how great others are.

This BEEN happening since the day i came in this world.

I don't trip, the best thing is to let God guide throughout the storm.

It can be flip in the midst of the storm, they can be cold while I'm warm.

It crazy how you been pre-judge by your girl.

I WAS going to love and put her in my world.

I guess PEOPLE will never love me, just judge me.

Seems like they will only love me when I'm in the casket, but if they can't show now it will never happen.

This is why i walk alone, because i get tired of being left on MY own.