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Fallin in The Dark

From start to finish I wonder why
The cuts look good in this messed up lie
The blood that trickles down my arm
People all stare at the girl who self-harms
"The Emo" they call me which I turn into my name
They act out slicing their wrists I hang my head in shame
I cam't help my feelings of being alone
I hide myself for the day just longing to go home
I sprawl on my bed with my razor in hand
And take myself away to a much better land
I stare in the mirror and let myself cry
Looking forward to the day I finaly die
As I slowly walk around
I can feel my heart pound
My head ached and my body cried
Oh Lord please let me die
My mom called me to dinner
As I slowly walk down I screamed I'm a sinner
My mom looked at me like she was mad
But I could see it in her eyes she was sad
My mom knew what I despretaly needed
And I knew the world was deciving
But look at me now as I slowly die
It makes all mothers want to cry
But I didn't even start to care
Even if people stared
So I took my razor in hand
And decided to go to a much better land
Do you hear what I am saying
As all the others are praying
I am an emo girl
In a most difficult world
I am telling you now that emo is hard
Even if you have a credit card
To all the emos out there don't let anyone put you down
Just let them know that you wear the crown