The Wonder and The Answer

I try to write this down every day but, it harder than I thought. Ï miss everything about her"... I cry at night the pain inside trying to write this all down in ink but I never could. But maybe if she was here I wouldn't be torn apart in this world maybe, huh? Have you wonder how it would be to have someone who has left come back? I wish there an the answer I seek but hey I already know the answer it is with in me. I just don't want to admit it that i am cry out screaming for her to set me free. But as of now i will stand proud because of her i am who i am right now. I wont let her lost be all for not! So one step at a time, one hope a day, one love to see, and one song i sing. I will try  hard no matter what because even if I am torn apart i know  she looking down at me smiling  just as proud of me as i was of her.