B

I was told if you love something to let it go,
that way it could be free and start to grow,
But when its the only thing that feels like home,
it's always hard to release the grip and let it go.

Don't force something that's not meant to be,
But she's the only thing that makes me feel free,
inside my lonely prison of me,
she's my joy, she makes me happy

I love her so much that it hurts
I get on my knees and grovel in dirt
begging, please, as I grab her shirt
Telling her that my lesson's learnt

I don't think she's happy anymore,
all my dreams scattered on the floor,
I want her to be happy forever more,
Take her to the beach and walk along the shore

But I don't think that it'll be me
Holding her hand next to the sea,
I think she's ready, she wants leave,
but just does't know how to break it to me.

Maybe she feels like I feel the same,
But I don't so she hangs her head in shame,
thinking she's stupid, that she's lame,
She wants to quit life's silly game.

But I can't let her go,
Because I love her so,
And I don't know
If i let her go
if she'll come back
or leave me alone

oh how my heart quivers at the thought
to let go of the love that I once sought
to fight all the fears that I've never fought
loneliness is ever so cold, never hot.

I fear my dear,
our end is near,
or perhaps our new beginning
whether near or far
by sea or by car
for you I'll keep on living.

But I won't quit, not just yet
For I still have one final bet,
To make sure that you never forget,
the feelings we shared,the ones I kept.

I love you to the moon and back.