Reconsider

 I write about love a lot but I tend to keep my love life locked...

double bolted with an alarm, two top flight security guards and few watch dogs just to make sure that the only way you get close is if I let you, but the problem is I never do....

so unless you're sure, completely sure,

stay away...

Please stay away...

Stay away before you make a huge mistake and unlock a love so deep you'll drown twice

Stay away before you get so intertwined in me that a mere thought of the feeling I'm capable of giving you makes you weak in the knees only reminiscent to 90's R&B,

just stay away....please

Stay away before I teach you too much,

before I show you that I'm capable of being intimate with our energy, chemistry, and can completely explore you mentally while traveling to the deepest walls of your soul with just our synergy way before a first touch...

because I've learned that you always want more and before you know it just enough turns into too much, and you know I hate to rush to an end that's so abrupt...

So do yourself a favor, stay away

Figuring out my heart is like trying to correct a rubrix cube in the dark with a blindfold on,
and you're determined to prove me wrong

So you continue to try as the weeks and months fly...

Twisting and turning your way through the challenge of getting my love right, until one day the blindfold comes off and on  comes that light and you see that it was all just one color the whole time...

Deep red for the passion I guard so deeply in my life, and now it's all yours to keep bright & treat right

And I don't know if I trust anyone with such a responsibility..

so just stay away...