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FIRST TIME I EVER
The first time I ever
It left me quite distraught
Two years in boy scouts
You'd think I'd learnt while they taught
How to tie a proper noose
Thankfully(?) it was loose
Always fail, never succeed
Some say my actions are driven by greed
But, if we're born alone and die alone
Then clearly my thoughts are prone
To point towards a shallow cop out
What the fuck does it matter what memory I leave behind
Only 18 and can't cope with the daily grind
I just need to unwind, yet, everythings got me tense
Now I'm lacking motivation
Real emotions I seek evasion
Tell me to chase my dreams and find happiness
Tell me what the fuck I'm suppose to do
When all I have is nightmares?
It left me quite distraught
Two years in boy scouts
You'd think I'd learnt while they taught
How to tie a proper noose
Thankfully(?) it was loose
Always fail, never succeed
Some say my actions are driven by greed
But, if we're born alone and die alone
Then clearly my thoughts are prone
To point towards a shallow cop out
What the fuck does it matter what memory I leave behind
Only 18 and can't cope with the daily grind
I just need to unwind, yet, everythings got me tense
Now I'm lacking motivation
Real emotions I seek evasion
Tell me to chase my dreams and find happiness
Tell me what the fuck I'm suppose to do
When all I have is nightmares?
Published 3rd May 2016
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3rd May 2016 10:37am
push till there's nothing inside in which you feel is what makes you and reconstruct yourself from there
your emotion was etched with every verse and flow strong piece
some days will be worse than others but I can promise you this one day don't know when cant say but one day I you keep pushing you'll be able to smile for no reason at all and in that moment you will have won
your emotion was etched with every verse and flow strong piece
some days will be worse than others but I can promise you this one day don't know when cant say but one day I you keep pushing you'll be able to smile for no reason at all and in that moment you will have won
