Better Off Without Me

Your always on my mind
you spread into my heart like a disease
and spread your name everywhere
Are you not wanting me to forget you?

Im so confused
why did you say goodbye
when you still want to be with me?
I guess I cant say im happy your gone
when really Im falling
into my endless river of tears
but why must I cry
when I'm the one that ended the love?
Im guess I made the biggest mistake of my life

Im walking down this path all alone
trying to figure out if what I did was the best for me
I love her but I love someone else
its tricky to love two people at a time
its like a roller coaster
one can make you dizzy from its loops
and one can make you wanting to keep coming back for more
but do I really want to keep coming back for more?
I wish I can just be happy

I lie awake with so much on my mind
I wish I could have not said what I said
that way I would still be with her love
instead I'm a dumbass and deserves nothing more
than what he dishes out
pain

Well I guess I should let her go
she will be happier without me
so I shall let her go
and fly away and make her life better
I know she will without me.