Back and forth.. On and and off.. On and on

I saw a man today  
He saw my life was in disarray  
I tried tell him that i lost my way  
But i lost my train of thought  
Couldn't say anything at all  
 
He just stood there in front of me  
He didnt abandon me  
His eyes so familar  
His stare so fucking peculiar  
It's like he knew me  
But his identity he didn't reveal  
 
I tried to remember who he resembled  
My memory's withered  
It flickeres out.. Like embers in December  
I need tinder.. To rekindle the flame  
I grew impatient  
Humililated.. I walked away  
Had to escape  
Just when I thought I had got away  
I heard him say..  
"I fucking miss you more than words can explain"  
 
I turned to find his face had decayed  
But his eyes were the same  
Except they were glazed  
I stared into his gaze  
I could tell he wanted to explain  
But couldn't find any words to say  
He was lost in a daze  
 
I couldn't turn away  
He needed my patience  
I could see the pain hidden in his face  
He turned away  
Walking at a quick pace  
 
Just then I had an epiphany  
Everything came together like a symphony  
I remembered he was lost part of me  
Just a sliver but I missed him miserably  
Enough to quiver  
 
I wanted to tell him so bad but then this nightmare could go on forever  
See my Fucking dilemma  
 
Then my revalation started fading away like a dream once awake  
Say the statement or walkaway  
Everything turned grey and hazy  
The insane bliss of those hazel eyes I must reobtain  
"I fucking miss you more than words can explain"