Where I AM, the places you dream to be...

4/21/2016
You don't see me. I AM too light. You my "friend" are one of the worst types for me to be around. Sea, see you will take me down to levels of self loathing I just don't want to go back down. Written it will be. You WILL not fuck with me. I have been places you are too afraid to see. And I have come back. These are the places you write about, dream about.. The depths of hell and pain like in your precious and sacred thoughts like The Art of War. Dante's inferno and the 9th fucking Gate!
I have been there, to feel, breathe and now command the hatred, anger and fear through emotion.
See, even in my own book I will defy any of my own limits. You have made me realize how to beat my own sickness. I was looking 4 love in a place of solitude. In You. I suffer in silence due to people like you. But I think you forget I was taught by the best. Some of the evilest of beings and the creatures you think are your friends. You think your sexual flavor has its hold on me. I only let you think that. Do you think that I wouldn't be able to make you my perfect enemy?. The time is 6:54pm   How dare you think you have what it takes for you to overcome the silently (much more silent than you'd grasp) wise?  The Vigorously Defiant  day of Defense, but sure as you think you are a star, I have a wicked offense in place as well. I must be true and lead by example. The ways of these depths you want to be at will be here for you soon. I won't be the one to revive you. You are calling upon the undertaker my dear. Pooh bear, child, crying for his honey.  I only hope you will rise as i have calling and reaching with love, and i hope you do find it. Love is the only key. It is the only key. Do you understand me? I will always keep an eye out for you. I must keep my visions open yet kept closely to myself.