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I'm sorry I wasnt perfect, sometimes insecure. I'm sorry I wasn't worth it to see the slight troubles theough. If you told me I would have caved and changed. I changed parts on me and started to adapt. I never ask you to change for me only to try for me. Anytime I tried to tell you how I felt you'd guilt trip me and start to talk bad.
But through it all I still forgave and loved you anyways. You say you have your missions and I know that you do. From day one I told you they came first. I'd always know that. I know they need you. Even when you rant and raved saying you gave up. I didn't fight for me I fought for them. I told you never give up. They need you more then me but I still always need you too. I gave you my heart even when I told you this would happen too. Now you want to walk away, like very one before you. Broken promises have become and everyday thing. Being broken hearted has become the only reality I know. Even now as I'm scared to lose you. I only want the best for you even if it's not me. If I have to be the one to lie and say this wasn't meant to be and walk away without my heart then okay... maybe later you'll want me again, that small hope is what ill keep but I know it will never be.after today you'll start to forget me like I'm nothing but a stupid memory.I can't take this pain anymore... take care of my heart I don't need it no more...