The gate

 
I swear you're there,
It's not quite clear
though crystal in reflection.

I took the B line everywhere
and bask in its dissection.

I'm floating through
A place I knew
though lost in some dimension.

I swam the grave of vast regret
that held me in suspension.

I wake inside
the sheets to hide
the demons from their viewing.

I must reside or take the ride
to see what I've been doing.

I can't control
my state of soul
or cosmic intervention.

I took a trip beyond the mind
to taste your dark intention.

I see me free
of being me
outside my body staring.

I see the ones I've lost in time
that died and hurt my caring.

I saw the gate
and tempted fate
to dress me as a mortal.

I closed my eyes and took a breath
then vanished through the portal.