Laugh

All I hear everyday is laughing
People laughing at me for things I do
For saying pause for not being
Good enough for him
For being me one of these days I'm gonna
Leave and never look back because
Of the laughing it tounts me it haunts me
It makes me want to jump out a window
I can't handle it from my family to my life is
Hard enough I lost my beautiful baby boy
And every one knows me as the chick
Who lost her baby now this