Being in my mind

Being trapped inside my mind is a hell I can't escape,
I can't believe what happened was supposed to be my fate.
A million tears have fallen from my eyes that have seen so much,
This little girls body, no one had the right to touch.
I have all these memories of the innocence he ruined,
the little girl I used to be and the way he left me muted.
On those abandoned train tracks where he left me cold and frightened,
I leave that little girl I was and try to keep on fighting.