Dear Mom

Hey mother do you still remember me?
You should since I was there through everything.
Claim as much as you want that you do
But we both know the truth
The visions are blurry but what is clear
Is torturous and still holds true.
You fucked up when you raised us
Could hardly remember to bathe us
Thank god I was here for my siblings
Or they might not even be alive today
Sometimes I think I should pray for your health but then I think well fuck it
Play the game with hand you dealt yourself
You selfish bitch
Run away like you always do
But remember I'm no longer there for you
everything you feel and every second you suffer is your own fault don't deny it's true
Don't get me wrong, I know I sound alittle bit cocky but the truth is in the end
I may have had help with them but it
Wasn't from you
Your bipolar ass belongs inside a zoo.
Better yet maybe an insane asylum
If you're lucky I'll send you some candles
So you can light 'em
In memoriam of all your dreams
That have died just as if
 you killed yourself
Atleast we be doin just fine
Without you