Abomination

I trade my family's love
for something I'll never have.
Pass that pipe of sorrow,
would you hit me with a blast?

She'll be in my mind
until the day I die.
Why, oh why, why
did I even try?

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    And I have walked in condemnation.
    I'm out of steam and drained.
    And I have lived with my frustration.
    Our pain is all the same.
    And I have suffered complications, and
    tried to pass the blame.
    And I've become an abomination, and
    Death is now my name.


I gave you the world
in the palm of your right hand.
"I love you, you are my man",
then one night, that door you slammed.

You left me in the cold,
alone and growing old.
Now I sit here, feeling the pain of you.
Forever haunt me you do.

Well, I hope I haunt you too.

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I love you, but I live you.
I'm high above you, it's so hard to forgive you.
Don't you cry for me. I'm okay.
Save all the tears for the others in your game.

    Chorus