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The End?
Depression.
It's getting worse.
I feel like I'm falling.
Forever falling into this black hole.
I'm trying to climb out.
Yet when I try, I end up falling farther down.
It's getting darker.
Darker.
Colder.
Lonelier.
I put a fake smile on so that nobody can see how bad I've gotten.
Nobody notices.
Is that good?
Am I that good of an actress?
Or am I just that much of a wallflower?
Forever going unnoticed by everyone.
Deep down, I actually want someone to notice.
Somebody!
ANYBODY?
I want this to stop.
I will make this stop.
Even if it's the last thing I do.
I'm just so tired of pretending.
I'm just so tired.
It's getting worse.
I feel like I'm falling.
Forever falling into this black hole.
I'm trying to climb out.
Yet when I try, I end up falling farther down.
It's getting darker.
Darker.
Colder.
Lonelier.
I put a fake smile on so that nobody can see how bad I've gotten.
Nobody notices.
Is that good?
Am I that good of an actress?
Or am I just that much of a wallflower?
Forever going unnoticed by everyone.
Deep down, I actually want someone to notice.
Somebody!
ANYBODY?
I want this to stop.
I will make this stop.
Even if it's the last thing I do.
I'm just so tired of pretending.
I'm just so tired.
Published 25th Mar 2016
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Anonymous
25th Mar 2016 00:37am
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25th Mar 2016 1:16am
Thank you. I hope the tiredness you and I feel are two different tiredness because I wouldn't want anybody to feel the way I feel. If it is the same tiredness, I hope everything is okay and goes well for you an if you ever need to talk, I'm all ears.
