Never believed In me

You never believed in me
To get my degree
Said I'm too dumb
Drink some more rum
Took me to the doctors to get tests
Said I'm nothing but a pest
They said I have alcohol syndrome
Your drinking you would condone
Said I'm not smart enough
Said you had it so rough
Always put me down
Hit my head in the ground
One night you didn't come home
I was alone
You drank until I called the pastor
That was a big disaster
You finally got sober
Finally hell was over
But you still did not believe in me
No one could see
No one taught me how important socialism was
Maybe it's because of your withdraws
I was not taught that school was important
My mind was so absorbent
All I wanted was to be loved
So I found it and my heart was shoved
Never learned how to stand up for myself
Don't live to blame yourself
I grew up and studied
I somehow became embodied
even then you did not think I could pass
But everyday I went to class
I studied hard
Picked up each and every shard
When I passed you where shocked
It was me you always mocked
You still think I can't do better
That's the way you will think forever
But it's okay I don't blame you
I won't be a shrew
In the end I'll Always have love
And when I see you its you I'll hug
Because at last you are and always will be my mom