Apostasy

They all think  
I'm some kind of saint  
Truth is  
I'm the worst sinner  
You will ever meet
I lust
I lie
I won't deny  
I have given up on the God  
I was taught to save this world
I'm not worth saving  
I have gone to the other side  
I am closer to hell then anyone knows
Except you
You know  
I traveled this far  
Will you take me  
Teach me your ways  
My angel of darkness  
You have already consumed me  
With your fire  
I'm surrendering my soul  
To you  
So come and devour me