my buffer between dream and reality

I want your body cupping mine
then to feel your fingers trailing down my spine
wrapping around my waist and back again
sliding over the curve of my hip
grasping my bone and pulling me into you
pressing your hard self against my softest parts
releasing me then squeezing my behind
speading your fingers circling them around
bringing them together as they slide
around my upper thigh and in between my legs
pressing where only you are allowed
sliding my panties to the side
im wet but not quite wet enough
you decide as you change course
your fingers rising up my torso and in between my breasts
massaging grabbing pinching until
your hand wraps around my neck clutches and releases
you then cradle my cheek in your palm
applying pressure until our lips are touching
suddenly im on my back
breasts firm nipples hard
panties being yanked off
my legs flying apart
and you
thrusting yourself inside me
easily slipping
grabbing me
pulling my hips closer
pushing you
until there is no more space to take
pausing for a second
you pull back slightly
making a rhythm
continuing
I´m forgetting to breathe
until we change positions
I can imagine all of them
all the possibilities
the way you feel in every one
missing you more as the visuals and feelings flutter through my mind space
I can feel heat in all my body not just you know where
my feet are tingling wishing you were near
that it wasn’t just my imagination
longing for your attention and affection
I want you to be my good morning
I need you to be my good night
my buffer between dream and reality
protecting me
pleasing me
loving me
adoring me
as I do you