Dog with ears back

I wait for you while you shower.
In your living room, I fold your dog's ears back because i'm an asshole.
He doesn't care, flashing his stupid dog smile that makes you laugh.
Listening to the water run, I think about a shower we had taken before.

I lather up my body and you sneak in behind me.
Run your fingers down my back.
I turn around and shift my hips into yours.
We hold each other for a minute or two.
Shower stall hiding us from everyone and everything else.
I go down on you and you scratch the shit out of my head.
Afterwards, you tell me that you love me, and start to wash my back.

"Hey."
I look up and see you standing over me.
you're wearing a shirt that looks way too big for you.
We sit at the table and go over everything that happened the night before.
I apologize, you listen.
I try to stay present for the whole conversation, but regrettably, I drift in and out.
You tell me that you need some time to think.
We walk to your front door, you don't kiss me goodbye.