There's Beauty In The End

Losing again
I effortlessly try
Justification suits me not
So I won't deny
Let go of yesterdays remains
Forever forgotten in time
Whatever the fuck's gona be
LET IT BE
So it can settle in my mind
Don't blink
When violence causes you to commit
Action that you never
Thought could be legit
I bleed for you
Have bled from these wounds
I've seen the less you move
Is how the best ensues
But for the best of you
There's less to use
When your twisted views
Are so hard to prove
Giving up just won't do
Because you know have to see this through
A dejected mind
Can only make a defective you
The unhappy choose
The hopeless looms
I watch the negative bloom
Right before his doom
Keys in hand, she shunned her kingdom
A tale of what's to be
Her demand of silence truly,
Is all that brought him to see
Backed out of boundaries
She's back to looking for reprieve
A gentle soul for your sorrows
A gentle soul to deceive
Feed off my life-blood
Allow me just this one chance
Forsake ancestral foreboding
Give in to happenstance
Calloused hearts shall gain no favor
From the gods of love
Icy veins, catch no warmth
FROM THY GODS ABOVE
Tricked into emotion
Your games, you see they play so well
Like a hundred shot of morphine
I'm drugged and under your spell
The fires RAGE as you tempt my blood
Give in to all that's lost
Annihilate the pain that taunts you
And FUCK whatever it costs
So you give in a little,
And then you give in some MORE
My soul is yours to take
Yet you won't allow me to even the score
So closed off
To those who said stop
So you pop off
Is this hype real from confidence
Or is this hype coming straight from the rock?
Back to twisted pleasures, your heart simply must feed
Two-faced as always, so you can have plausible deniability  
You see in me
what you want to be
What you need to be
If you could somehow steal what I am
It just might set you free
But it's your heart that I seek
So it's your love I must have
See past the misunderstood
And give in to this madnass ugh
Purpose realized
The world finally starts makes sense
But little did I know that purpose
Was about to be past tense
This pretense
Of genius love crafting
Egregious-
It's acting and lacking something
Substance
Truth
Devotion
You
The one who
Said everything you are for me, I can be that for you
I can be more for you
Your answers
Your truth
A devoted partner to you
When lies start to predicate lies
My mind
Goes awry
And then I start to hate you
That's the way they break you
They take you in and then
Emotional holocaust
Pent up and caught
In the midst of your loss
Fuck it all away
You'll be the boss
You'll call those shots
It's not like you to give it all up
Even if you've already lost
So pack it back up
Your twisted type of love and your mistrust
This disgust
From us is too much
I can't believe I let this creature inside
But now is the time
to define the finite nature of life
It's your pain and your strife
What's never meant to be right
This is the end of the fight
Unfinished, this poem will always be
Unfinished, much like you and me
But now we see
Too many questions,
To even try to begin
There's beauty in the end.....
This is the end
This is the end
This is the end
This is the end
This is the end