X

II was here..  
It was surely here!  
She knew...  
She knew she burried love deep right here!  
 
OH demons be!! She screamed at a deaf shameless moon..  
Clawed at the ground..she did...  
Clawed and fought the cold ground...  
She clawed..  
She pawed furious and her tears made muddy the earth...  
Spit flung from corners of red smudged mouth..  
X's X's x x X'xusss!!!  
She wailed into the night...  
Oh holy Gawd pullleeeez..she put her hands together as if in prayer...and shook them hard...  
Then from bony shoulder she drew a defiant pointed chin..  
Pointed hard...
Eyes lit with crazed rage and cause for vengeance...  
She flung up a dirty...dirty middle finger!  
Screw you God!! You traitor..messin in mih in between with me...  
Long thin grey hand shook then drew in..
Long nail pointed to shallow temple..  
She hollered out in stalwart demand....  
X marked her precious spot...!!  
Precious! Spit flew...  
Now you do me right! Hear!  
 
My spot...  
Our spot..  
 
Her heart beat Mad for reason..  
Long gone...  
Her heart beat finally and for once...!  
Her mind fought valiantly..  
Batting herself ear to ear..  
For the answer..  
Where?  
 
Then light...  
Lit up old face to once young...  
A once young woman smiled..  
As finger tip found old lace in the deep black she had gathered in a messy heap.
 
Just a bit..  
A bit of lace..  
But it was enough to hold to her sunken chest..  
And rock.  
 
Back 'n forth...back 'n forth...