Another Loss

 Inner pain...
It wont go away

Fallen Angel
Devils cry

It wont let go..
yanno?

This sadness within stays with a price
Either live with it or.. eventually die

You begin to wonder how much more you can take
Whether its goofing around, or smiling to ignore the pain

It never fully leaves.. only lingers
Whether its today, tomorrow, next week. someone points the finger

Lost soul...
No control

Lost soul
Heart of cold

They say It hurts less if you pretend you don't have a heart
Its all fun and games till it hits 4am and your falling apart

Another sad story that needs to be told
Has anyone realized.. She has no fucking soul

Cant find it no where...
Hidden in the forest

"Demon.. look behind that bush.. is it there"
"No dumb bitch stop looking no one cares"

"He left you for a reason your a disgrace"
She can tell.. no wonder her father had her replaced

"He never loved you let it go"
Noooo

She had it coming, nothing ever works out
Do you hear that inner scream and shout?

She's crying out to no one but the lord
"Can you end it god.. on a count to four?"

One
She grabs the gun

Two
She's now 18.. she finally grew

Three
Get ready to pull the trigger.. time to feel free

Four
The gun drops and a loud thud hits the floor

Five...?
Its over now.. I think she finally died

Its so dark nothing in sight..
"Welcome my dearest friend... your losing the fight"

Monsters smile and demons clap  
"Did you think it'll be over just like that"

"Take these pills,
Finish the kill

Then we win
But remember.. this is one of gods biggest sins"

Nothing but a shattered, broken girl
She gave her all.. even when hating the world

Its a lost battle
Along with shattered dreams...

She looks up... tears well in her eyes..
"Sorry God.. but its my time"