skyvalley

the panic  
it comes creeping into your head  
confusing you
 thoughts rush thru your head  
when  it comes rushing in
 you cave in
 folding like some paper  
creases you bend easily  
Gumby
 you bend to me  easily  
the voices become a deranged symphony
I need a hyperbaric chamber to relieve the stress you put on me  
living up to you ,are heights I could never reach  
poor me , I don't feel like I'm suffering not living your dream  
shit I feel so much weight off my shoulders just being able to be me  
I love this feeling, it shows me I need nobody I'm soo fucking utterly content just chillen with me, the pup of course he keeps me company and really that's all I need, relationships at the moment are a joke to me if  anything, I need friends that get me  because  getting pussy is like clubbing baby seals to me ,it's easy I'm not there to wash it with dawn soap and take it home with me  
sex is nothing to me exploring life constantly is what drives me I need to see, the less I do the more the hurt inside me grows i enabling me to be nothing, I must move to be something, fill the emptiness inside that keeps me broken, when I'm traveling and seeing im whole again, nothing can ever leave me again if I'm always one step ahead of them, if love comes it will find its way
 the universe's power works in mysterious ways  
but till that day I move on  
walking this earth  
and living the day