kill me beat me hurt me,,i guess just dont date me

I have no clue why you act like you know me  
have you ever gotten the time to actually talk to me  
feel me
 hear me
chat with me?
 actually get to know me  
no you havent and you just keep assuming  
which is sad because I'm always willing  
to listen and hear without judging
it's funny how everyone likes to judge me tho
like there perfect in every way that's a joke  
here ill give you a short autobiography  
so you can point at me and act like you know something  
before I was 6 months I was in foster care  
by the time I was 9 I had been with 4 family's
that hated me  
one did love me but only enabled me  
when I was ten my father was murdered  
on the way home from school my brother found him
with his head wide open and blood  all over the wall
my brother lost it all  
he left me and the family and never called  
I didn't see him for 11 years  
when I did there were tears
I just got out of the local penitentiary  
assault with a deadly weapon  
is how they charged me  
leaving me empty  
2 and a half years I felt nothing  
Surviving, cutting, punking you  
and anyone that wanted to step to
I watched 5 men rape another man not 5 feet from me
I stared at the tv and acted like nothing  
it's funny you look at me and see nothing  
I'm probably the most dangerous human you will ever meet
my mother never loved me  
she used me and my skill set to make her money
but somehow I could never push her from me  
I threw her right thru a wall once
 and tried to kill her when I was 13  
the doctors said it wasn't my fault  
the whole event I couldn't remember
even with a 13-inch butcher knife between my fingers  
he said all the stress and beatings snapped me  
I tried to talk calmly but my family wouldn't listen  
they loved the beatings
so the other one inside me controlled the situation  
cold dead and with no feeling  
I grew up with bikers
so a product of my environment I became  
trained  
by the most criminally insane  
one of my uncles is one of most infamous serial killers ever known
which one? wouldn't you like to know
do I talk to him  
hell the fuck no  
but I did open his Christmas presents  
and hug him before I went back home  
from death row  
the things you think you really don't know
but I'm always here if you really what to know  
stop assuming or turn around and walk home  
I really don't want to have to cut your throat
but I will and I think this is known
I'm a nice guy I really am  
shit ask anybody that REALLY knows me
they can vouch for me if you dont belive  
ask around I don't give a fuck fool
anything you want to know
 I will tell you my self and prove to.