Depressing dream

Highs and lows
Ties and bows
Up and downs
Smiles and frowns
Everyone is a masked clown
Wearing an outside emotion
Walking through town
In a sea of commotion

It's all in your head,
There are people out there with worse lives
So what, your friends dead,
You're not his family,  why cry?

You shouldn't be sad
Your life is good
You shouldn't be mad
You live in a rich neighborhood

But it feels like the weight of a thousand eyes,
The sound of a thousand cries,
People tell me that these are the best of times,
But I can't help but want to die.

Whether life is good or bad
Or if you're happy or sad
Depression is there even when you're glad.

It's a disease, an illness
Fall to our knees and kill us.
It's an unexplained thing that makes life thrill-less.

So give us strength, and give us power
Don't dismiss us, and throw us into the cold shower.
We can't get over it,  we're it's prisoner in a tower.

Free me.
Hand me the key
Open the window, and jump 10 thousand feet,
Just to wake up in the same depressing dream.

Oh sorry, I don't know why I'm sad,
Oh Sorry, must have been my bad
Oh its just how I'm feeling today
I will go forever trying to hide this pain.