Psychopathic ??

mentally being screwed by the biggest cock
Giving me the suggestion to just lock my slide forward and squeeze the trigger until everything stops
Cease. Now that I Say words such as these you decide to pay attention to me. Well it's about time I finally receive the spotlight.. Used to being a shadow to your limelight.. Eyes closed follow the gold road to the bright light that leads to pearly gates hoping they open for you.. Or forever fall to the pits and let the smoke set in the atmosphere leaving no alarm to let your peers know this is where you last exist
I hope this doesn't sound a tad psychopathic..