Woman Or Wife

Grow up, I heard
Be mature, make a commitment
If she is who you love,
And, also, what you want
Make it official
So I did
And I don't know what went wrong
I love her
I need her
But...
No
What I have now is not worth what I go through to keep it
The woman who made me feel like I could do anything I put my mind to was the woman who could get anything she wanted from me
Where has she gone?
The woman I have now is just a drain on me
The woman who sexed me whenever we met
Is the girl I'd run to every chance I could get
The woman who loved me just as I was,
Is the woman I brought flowers to just simply because
The woman who held me when my Grandma died,
Now that girl was sexy
And filled me with pride
Made me comfortable with my pain
Didn't challenge my place as a man
The woman I married cause I needed her in my life
Stayed behind at the altar
And left me with a wife