Uninspired Truth

Joyful vibe
Broken heart
Aches inside

Displeased aura
Cold hearted
Yet I adore her

And it's crazy how her heart allows her to feel for me
Someone who could only  get one thing right
And that's doing her wrong

I'm aware of what she deserves
So why not just contribute to the light she bestows?
Cause this forever might not be as long

Then again it may last
But I can't enjoy her without thinking
"I'm gonna end up hurting her in the long run"

But she's teaching me the essence of love
She's teaching me that the little things matter
But the little things aren't worth getting mad over

I'm so use to screaming and leaving
She's so different
She only screams when she's cumming

She's not diluted because she only comes after me
Lord knows she's got a pure soul
I'm just scared I might pollute it

Give her reasons to hate love
Love hate, until she loses it
Or gives up on me

I appreciate every moment with her
While waiting  for the ending
Swear she's my forever but our love's still pending

Please don't depend on me for happiness
In the end you'll be heading
In the wrong direction, shedding tears so relentlessly

Just because of inspired lies
To keep me satisfied
In the act of calling you mine