Submissions by Sinfulsagittarius (6vibez)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Poetry is my drug
SELF POEM
Published
27th Sep 2023 3:27am
27th Sep 2023 3:27am
Dear Diary
Dear Diary…
Dear Journal…?
Dear untitled spiral
With loose pages
Metal that can
Barely hold things together
I’m bound to you
I can relate
One and the same
You’re a physical record
Of my mind
Proof of the trauma
I can’t leave behind
And the lies I convey
To be reality
Just to remain blind
What is ignorance
Without bliss?
The things we push away.
Our worst fears
That rise like the dead yesterdays
With no peace…
Dear diary…
Dear me,
How do I find sanity? ...
Dear Journal…?
Dear untitled spiral
With loose pages
Metal that can
Barely hold things together
I’m bound to you
I can relate
One and the same
You’re a physical record
Of my mind
Proof of the trauma
I can’t leave behind
And the lies I convey
To be reality
Just to remain blind
What is ignorance
Without bliss?
The things we push away.
Our worst fears
That rise like the dead yesterdays
With no peace…
Dear diary…
Dear me,
How do I find sanity? ...
#mirror
#SelfReflection
#acceptance
#SelfDiscovery
#choices
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st Sep 2023 11:46am
21st Sep 2023 11:46am
Only for a night
Most nights drift to dawn
Within those lonely hours
My bruised heart mourns.
Slowly freezing
Becoming numb.
When the love stopped flowing
So did it’s thump.
My soul stares back at me
Blind to what the public sees.
The love i seek in broken vessels
That could never reciprocate my energy
That i feed them with ease
Till I’m questioning their intent to leave
Nothing to bargain
Nothing to hand over
Rolling over to hold you
Pulling you closer
This is just another night
To you? yes ...
Within those lonely hours
My bruised heart mourns.
Slowly freezing
Becoming numb.
When the love stopped flowing
So did it’s thump.
My soul stares back at me
Blind to what the public sees.
The love i seek in broken vessels
That could never reciprocate my energy
That i feed them with ease
Till I’m questioning their intent to leave
Nothing to bargain
Nothing to hand over
Rolling over to hold you
Pulling you closer
This is just another night
To you? yes ...
#love
#regret
#loneliness
#LGBT
#seductive
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EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Sep 2023 9:22am
18th Sep 2023 9:22am
Relief
I look at you
To admire that smile
That makes time feel slow
Staring into your eyes
Just to get you vulnerable
Enough to see into your soul
Invading into Eden.
Days will fade into each other
As you let down the walls as well
As your clothes- feeding me
Sweetness til I separate your essence-
From your mind and body
This becomes my favorite hobby.
Each time I revise so when I divide
And conquer your lands
You can’t predict the unexpected.
Your pleas from this pleasure
State that you want...
To admire that smile
That makes time feel slow
Staring into your eyes
Just to get you vulnerable
Enough to see into your soul
Invading into Eden.
Days will fade into each other
As you let down the walls as well
As your clothes- feeding me
Sweetness til I separate your essence-
From your mind and body
This becomes my favorite hobby.
Each time I revise so when I divide
And conquer your lands
You can’t predict the unexpected.
Your pleas from this pleasure
State that you want...
#erotic
#lover
#sensual
#passion
#seductive
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Sep 2023 1:03pm
4th Sep 2023 1:03pm
Our eyes tell…
Our eyes tell what we’re afraid to say
Yours compel me to-
Spill everything.
Everything from pain and sufferings
To love-
Lust - Trust me
It’s hard for me
To contain myself around you
But your body isn’t the only
Things that I crave.
Feed my soul
Make me full and complete.
I’ll return all favors
Loving you is something I can’t
Help - You understand.
I know you love when I take control
But love, I won’t demand
You say this love thing is confusing
Let me guide you.
Take my hand. ...
Yours compel me to-
Spill everything.
Everything from pain and sufferings
To love-
Lust - Trust me
It’s hard for me
To contain myself around you
But your body isn’t the only
Things that I crave.
Feed my soul
Make me full and complete.
I’ll return all favors
Loving you is something I can’t
Help - You understand.
I know you love when I take control
But love, I won’t demand
You say this love thing is confusing
Let me guide you.
Take my hand. ...
#love
#romantic
#dreams
#LGBT
#FallingInLove
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2023 8:19pm
2nd Sep 2023 8:19pm
Something different
You’re different love..
You love me differently
Even in this lighting
Where I’m all exposed
No where to hide behind
The walls and clothes
That leave me invisible,
Invulnerable and untouchable
You’re different love…
The love you radiate feels different
We’re 2 well paired devices
When we connect, I feel..
You… Disconnection
Makes me question
If the feeling was real
Because you’re different love..
My heart sees you before
My eyes ever do
Feeling your aura
In a...
You love me differently
Even in this lighting
Where I’m all exposed
No where to hide behind
The walls and clothes
That leave me invisible,
Invulnerable and untouchable
You’re different love…
The love you radiate feels different
We’re 2 well paired devices
When we connect, I feel..
You… Disconnection
Makes me question
If the feeling was real
Because you’re different love..
My heart sees you before
My eyes ever do
Feeling your aura
In a...
#happiness
#love
#relationships
#gratitude
#respect
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
25th Jul 2022 1:16am
25th Jul 2022 1:16am
Untitled
I feel blind
To my past
To my present
To my future
Did I not learn anything?
Do I not see what’s happening?
Do I not know what I want?
I did
I do
But I don’t…
I don’t know how to obtain it
Once I have it
How do I maintain it?
It takes consistency
History is repeating
I want the ability
To be more than okay…
To my past
To my present
To my future
Did I not learn anything?
Do I not see what’s happening?
Do I not know what I want?
I did
I do
But I don’t…
I don’t know how to obtain it
Once I have it
How do I maintain it?
It takes consistency
History is repeating
I want the ability
To be more than okay…
#anxiety
#mirror
#myself
#frustration
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Jul 2022 10:10am
23rd Jul 2022 10:10am
A Real Question
Currently thinking about
The road I’d mistaken
For the road I did not take
I’m going down the same road
Just a detour around the lake
That I was too scared to cross
Too lazy to take a second look…
It was a little deep
The mountain I went around
Was only a hill that looked steep
The cliff looked like the end…
Am I fool because I didn’t take that leap?
I didn’t think of a way to cross the lake
What could’ve been a few hours
Fell into days
Why didn’t I just go up that hill?
The...
The road I’d mistaken
For the road I did not take
I’m going down the same road
Just a detour around the lake
That I was too scared to cross
Too lazy to take a second look…
It was a little deep
The mountain I went around
Was only a hill that looked steep
The cliff looked like the end…
Am I fool because I didn’t take that leap?
I didn’t think of a way to cross the lake
What could’ve been a few hours
Fell into days
Why didn’t I just go up that hill?
The...
#mirror
#confessional
#SelfReflection
#FeelingLost
#choices
496 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jul 2022 8:21pm
19th Jul 2022 8:21pm
Love is a drug
I need another dose
I’m feining for it
Cold, shakes -
Staying up late
Cause what’s the point
Of not being awake
I’m high-
Floating above the stars
Never lookin down
Keep me in your arms
And get me higher
Please don’t loosin your grip
The slightest slip
Makes me fall
Crashing into a world
Filled with panic, heartbreak
and - sorrow
Leaving a crater
Where I lay
Curled In my own despair
I don’t want to see tomorrow
I need another dose
To get me thru this ...
I’m feining for it
Cold, shakes -
Staying up late
Cause what’s the point
Of not being awake
I’m high-
Floating above the stars
Never lookin down
Keep me in your arms
And get me higher
Please don’t loosin your grip
The slightest slip
Makes me fall
Crashing into a world
Filled with panic, heartbreak
and - sorrow
Leaving a crater
Where I lay
Curled In my own despair
I don’t want to see tomorrow
I need another dose
To get me thru this ...
#anxiety
#love
#strength
#drugs
#fear
366 reads
1 Comment
EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Jul 2022 3:33am
18th Jul 2022 3:33am
90 Day Countdown
#lesbian
#erotic
#LGBT
#temptation
#seductive
256 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
16th Jul 2022 10:52pm
16th Jul 2022 10:52pm
Who sent you?
You're the light in a dark and empty space-
A smile brighter than moons and stars
The sun is jealous of yours
You're the light that's used
To guide me through this cave
I've been hiding waiting patiently
For your saving
And it amazes me
How you walk past my guards
Through the walls
Of fear, doubt and PTSD
Just to show me I'm all you need
You're the light in a dark room
That helps the flowers bloom
That sets the butterfly
Free from its cocoon
You free me.
A smile brighter than moons and stars
The sun is jealous of yours
You're the light that's used
To guide me through this cave
I've been hiding waiting patiently
For your saving
And it amazes me
How you walk past my guards
Through the walls
Of fear, doubt and PTSD
Just to show me I'm all you need
You're the light in a dark room
That helps the flowers bloom
That sets the butterfly
Free from its cocoon
You free me.
#happiness
#love
#romantic
#LGBT
#FallingInLove
645 reads
4 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
20th Jul 2019 2:48am
20th Jul 2019 2:48am
Euphoric Love
She gives me this feeling
Sheets gripping
Skin torn by pleasantry
Soul lifting
Sailing in her love
Absorbing her energy
She gives me this sensation
Peace that speaks
In her essence
And in my ear
When she says my name
Touching my face
Drifting her hands- to be graced
She gives me euphoria
Described in literature
Depicted in pictures
Created in Eden
Without pleading
Always pleasing
An altruistic being
She gives me this feeling
Of love.
Sheets gripping
Skin torn by pleasantry
Soul lifting
Sailing in her love
Absorbing her energy
She gives me this sensation
Peace that speaks
In her essence
And in my ear
When she says my name
Touching my face
Drifting her hands- to be graced
She gives me euphoria
Described in literature
Depicted in pictures
Created in Eden
Without pleading
Always pleasing
An altruistic being
She gives me this feeling
Of love.
#happiness
#love
#erotic
#LGBT
#lover
1004 reads
0 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Mar 2019 7:13am
1st Mar 2019 7:13am
Stuck
The Snowbird didn’t sing-
But- brought forth the cries
Of the aged beam
It called home- for the moment its feet lie-
The Snowbird gracefully fell-
To visit me in my cage-
I was captive to comfort-
As the ice above began to break-
But- brought forth the cries
Of the aged beam
It called home- for the moment its feet lie-
The Snowbird gracefully fell-
To visit me in my cage-
I was captive to comfort-
As the ice above began to break-
#anxiety
#depression
#LGBT
#confusion
#choices
391 reads
2 Comments
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