Death

Blood stains my nails
I'm getting too pale.
My last breath dancing
waiting to escape my lips.
My memories haunt me through
small bits.
I lay silently on the bed.
Growing darker in my head,
My mind swirls around like
Dust in a breeze.
It gets colder so I begin to freeze.
Twisting and turning trying to free
Myself of death's grasp.
Tears come to my eyes.
The Blinding white hypnotizes me.
The only spark in the darkenss.
I pray to the gods.. let me stay.
But there is no reply.
There is no other way.
Forgive me, but I want to try,
To find my way back in this life.
My heart is slowing. My mind is dimming.
I fall asleep in my puddle of blood.
Hoping to wake to a life thats good.
Not here, nor there.
I'm in between worlds again.