the issues of my love life

starlight is shining off
my window pane
my heart feels like it's been
beaten by a cane
I feel like collapsing in a pile
because the world is so very very vile
once I felt as free as a bird
now I struggle just to be heard
I wish this life had some guides
because it seems to be crashing down on all sides
I feel broken to the core
this life is a horror
my future is going down in fire
a fact that every part of me can name
is that my decision to follow my heart is to blame
my life will soon be a pile of ash
all that's left to do is crash