What a Bitch is Karma

A web of deceit will only end you up tangled with karma.
I was doing my dirt under cover then I met karma it doesn't have a gender.
I can't even be mad because my actions fueled the fire.
I was on some shit that was catching up to me but karma masked the odor.
I was keeping everything private but karma got my number.
I was missing her dirt because I was busy trying to sweep mine so I missed her behavior.
It was all fun and games until it got real.
I was playing with love until I saw what karma was waiting to reveal.
My wife cheated on me I was so blind looking down from the top of the hill.
I couldn't get mad because after feeling the pain I gave her that not even love could shield.
I found myself staring at karma saying to myself how could I cause her the feeling I feel.
The mother of my kids and the sparkle of my eye my blessing with no disguise.
I couldn't see it because I selfishly closed my eyes.
All these years she has been my ride or die.
I ignored the signs on the road now looking back I am not even surprised.
Karma took a backseat with my woman riding shotgun telling me about payback, I was like whatever ok.
Looking straight ahead I missed karma in my rear view smiling in my face.
How many years was this on way.
Now the moment is gone but the pain is still here to stay.
But I will say crazy as it sounds we are better off today.
I won't let karma beat me nor will I be consumed by a man I shouldn't be.
Only the strong survive so in some way you die when you are weak.
I have no quit in me so I told the love of my life I know this might sound crazy.
But I apologize like I cheated last.
See I am sorry for all the time I was showing my ass.
You didn't ask for much I shouldn't give but I didn't stand up to the task.
But if a stronger future is what we want we can't get cold feet over the past.
Lord as my witness I am asking your forgiveness.