No Rhythm Involved

I don't know why you chose me
Your true colors are screaming
I've seen your flaws and mine too
You've made me tremble in my skin

You don't see what I see
I feel pain as I am dreaming
Your bitter colors: red, black blue,
Purple, such ugly colors as you drink your gin

My fear makes you stand like a tree
Until your leaves fall at the pace of a large river streaming
Through the body until it has spread like the flu
Down to its root until my pain makes you grow again

Now don't ask me what I'll be
My hatred for you is gleaming
Get away from me, with all that you do
Trust me, you'll pay for your sins