broken neck

even after how much I cared
all I got was forgotten
and reminded why I stay hollow
with all my happiness taken
and the sorrow I never forgot
all I have is this neuse
and a final message
a message that can never be heard
even through every tears
and every yell in misery
all I can do is fall
waiting for the rope to suspend me
and everything to go dark
slowly fading away
every memory disappearing
but nobody can hear my neck snap
and see my body shake
all I am is meant to disappear
and be left in my shadows...