Hope

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? I mean, let’s be honest here. I go on a trip to California, end up dropping the trip early, come back home to Alabama, fall in love, get hassled by evil spirits, and then I proceed to get my heart broken.

     It doesn’t make any sense! None of this shit adds up! Sometimes I wonder if I am losing my mind, or if this is common in people’s lives. Maybe I am just handling it worse than most others do.

     You know what? Fuck all of that! Let’s try to figure this one out! I simply cannot list one good reason that I shouldn’t kill myself. Who am I kidding? I am just wishing, hoping, even praying that things will get better.