A Memory Never Remembered

You stare through me like a window.
I am of no significants to you.
Merely your shadow, noticed only but once in awhile.
Do you not see the way you glide?
I’ve got you on my shoulders.
I hold you high above the clouds.
You need not struggle.
From the day we met, you’ve been on top.
You sit upon your throne.
You are a queen and I, your servant.
I’d give my life for you.
To me you were worth it all, to you I was a burden.
I gave you everything, but you left.
I guess everything wasn’t enough.
I am trapped in the dark.
I am blind to all but pain.
I gouge my eyes to be free from this hell.
There is nothing without you.
Like you, my joy departed never to come back.
Life without you is not worth it.
I fade into the black.
I’m in the back of your mind.
A memory never remembered.