going insane

I only see you on the floor
Your heart's not beating anymore
My lust for
you just cannot wait
Your skin it tastes like chocolate

Staring
blankly at the sun
Waiting for my time to come
Your happy life it makes me
sick
All the screaming sounds like music

Someone tell me what they mean
There's an iron smell of blood in
the air
But I can't find it anywhere