Dark Side of Love

 
Pull the wool over your eyes, retreat into your reality as the world around you dies. Tell me lies ‘bout these lives, cheatin’ on wives, breaking eternal ties, my, see how time flies. Gonna eat-out my brain, rap my train around the tree of thought, lookin’ for answers all distraught, tryin’ to fix the negativity that you brought. Fuckin’ with my head, havin’ someone else in your bed, annihilating the promise you made, here there’s a price to be paid. If I was anyone else I’d fucking kill you. After all the shit I did for you, I can’t believe you tried to make me feel so blue. News flash…I’m stronger than that Bitch – oops! Can’t say that no more! You’ve lost your “H” privileges witch! You’re no-longer a Bitch so catch a hitch on a truck on the freeway ‘n’ get your lyin’ ass drug…Fuck you! Use me for my shit, tellin’ me shit like you love me when you fuck me all ways from Sunday – maybe I’ll forgive you someday!
 
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      It’s the dark side of love when stars fall from above…
      Crash down to the Earth, shading happy thoughts from birth.
      Gotta take it all in stride though, even if she did hurt me so!
      Forgive and forget or suffer eternally with regret…                                                X2
 
      This is the dark side of love.
 
Rage, anger, pain, sadness but eventually what comes around is the occasional happiness. This ain’t the real me though – I need to release a little tension on y’all – OH! - I’m actually happy now ‘cause I can’t stand guessin’ ‘cause we all know the unknown can be upsettin’, but that’s all done now I’m over the frettin’ so I can move on – wish you the best – so go-on… go ahead ‘n’ put me to the test. I can forgive when asked to, baby just lay that shit to rest. Just come to me and say it, I’ll do it, we’ll need it, I feel it…I’m sorry…Fuck that! Why am I apologizin’? I’m just sorry you couldn’t see what’s inside of me despite my animosity. Grrr motherfucker! Now it’s time to play. I’m taking my shit outside today ‘n’ let fun ‘n’ good times point my way. I know women will be the death of me but I might as well milk it for all it’s worth, just like you would do if you were me. So watch-out ladies – Midnite’s on his way. I’m gonna take you for a ride baby, but caution – try to fuck with my shit ‘n’ I’ll retaliate full bore. Show you the door, give you what for and much, much more! Why? ‘cause…
 
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Good times, bad times ya know I’ve had my share…not that she’d even care, but eventually come to bear all these feelings we seem to “share”. This all bullshit and I’ll no longer have any part of it. I’m so fucking sick and tired of it…Relationships; investing time & emotions into a woman again- Nope! Just fuck ‘em, I’m through with it! Wham-bam-thank-you-ma’am, I just had to stick my dick in it, now get the fuck out! Save your chitchat for another, go cry to your mother, I only care about one thing. Too much pain comes from love so why bother – like a smoke. Tastes like shit and clouds conscious thought for one single moment of what seems like satisfaction then you’re stuck with no way out! Quit! Fuck it…I don’t mean shit. So shut-up, pass me a joint ‘n’ start suckin’ baby while I keep tokin’…something funny? Think I’m jokin’? No way baby! I’m serious about what I’m saying – No Love baby – pass it on! Uh!  
 
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(I wrote this over a decade ago and my writing has evolved since then and my content less vulgar but this was a stepping stone to the writer i am today)